Time flies.. Now I already left the last trimester in MMU.. Enjoy being the final year student because finally near to the end of the course.. The classes are less, subjects are less.. Yet the stress for being an undergraduate still overwhelming.. Worry for exams, tests, quizzes, assignments and so on... But soon it will soon go to the end..
This 4 years, no doubt i got to know a lot of friends, learnt a lot of things, gained a lot of experiences, gained knowledge and so on... But now i need to decide what direction to go in future... Yes i do agree that engineering student has got a wide range of way out to choose after complete the studies... But the more option you has got, the more things will appear in mind... Aiming too high... Wondering which direction to follow, wondering if the decision made is correct, wondering if the way i choose suit or not..................
Further studies??? Yes there are a lot of scholarship which i can apply.. But will i success?? If yes.. Will i go??? I wish to further study, but worry that it is out of my ability... Frankly speaking, really tired of studying... But at the same time i wish to see how far i can go.. How much i can gain ( I meant knowledge..)... Master degree??? Doctorate??? Curious...
One of my friend told me... Don't lock yourself for a few alternatives... The world is so big that contains a lot of chances and uncertainties.... Yes we are young, we can spend a few years just to find out the best direction for us... But i don't want to waste so much time... I wish i can decide on the correct path which will lead to the end of my life... Lecturer for sure after further my studies... Or engineer in the industry? Or some other else....
I wish someday i have a vision of future in my dream... and leads me to the answer... Hmm... I guess a lot of my friends out there are having the same problems as well... Hopefully all this will come to an end... Cheer today.... Hope for future....
Christmas is around the corner... Merry Christmas everyone... Hopefully everyone will have a joyful Christmas....
